"I AM FAR FROM PERFECT"
1) I HATE BEING AWAY FROM FAMILY
already a year i learned in kuala pilah. until today still unused to stay away from family. every week must go back KL. i feel depressed when i miss home and miss my mother especially. umi is everything for me. the one who really understand me. when i'm hungry, when i'm not satisfied with my father and many more. when i was at home, i love to tease my little sister. in 2010 umi had to undergo surgery. that feeling when i saw her at hospital really make me realise how much i love her. i am conscious of my responsibilities to the younger siblings.
2) I HATE WHEN I WAS TOO CARELESS
yes i am careless person and i hate it. i always forget where i put my things. that is why i did not wear any jewelry such as rings, bracelets etc. dear boyfriend, i'm sorry i lose the ring. i just don't need all that cause i'm not like other girls. i also hate myself when i forget my house keys. I apologize for the trouble others to open the door when I come home late.
2) I HATE WHEN I WAS TOO CARELESS
yes i am careless person and i hate it. i always forget where i put my things. that is why i did not wear any jewelry such as rings, bracelets etc. dear boyfriend, i'm sorry i lose the ring. i just don't need all that cause i'm not like other girls. i also hate myself when i forget my house keys. I apologize for the trouble others to open the door when I come home late.
3) I HATE PARENTS WHEN THEY ARE UNFAIR
i am stubborn. i will fight when i dissatisfied. in any situation, they would give importance my sister more than me. please do not make me run away from home again :( btw i love you parents. i am nothing without them.
4) I HATE REVENGE
seriously i'm not that type of person. but situation force me to take revenge. sometimes i really mean,especially in a relationship. that feeling when someone ruined everything. i learned not to expect too much. what goes around comes around. i just want to be appreciated.
5) I HATE STRESS
actually i hate people who make me stress. please stay away from me when i am mad. i love to be alone for a couple hour when i'm in that feeling. i hate those people who take away my smile on my face. what i want is just to be happy. stress make me wanna do something stupid like shisha or walk alone anywhere. hate that.
6) I DO NOT LIKE BEING FORCED
please don't stop me from doing something i love. and please stop pushing me to do something i don't like. nobody can control my life except for my parents.
7) I DO NOT LIKE TO CRY
i only cried for people i love. when i cry, it means that i am disappointed them or they disappointed me. that's all.
5) I HATE STRESS
actually i hate people who make me stress. please stay away from me when i am mad. i love to be alone for a couple hour when i'm in that feeling. i hate those people who take away my smile on my face. what i want is just to be happy. stress make me wanna do something stupid like shisha or walk alone anywhere. hate that.
6) I DO NOT LIKE BEING FORCED
please don't stop me from doing something i love. and please stop pushing me to do something i don't like. nobody can control my life except for my parents.
7) I DO NOT LIKE TO CRY
i only cried for people i love. when i cry, it means that i am disappointed them or they disappointed me. that's all.
with love,
xoxoxoxo
