semester 2 :)

syatiera nizam currently at kuala pilah, negeri sembilan

yeah baby, sem 2 da start. this sem ni da x duduk kolej so terpaksa duduk rmh sewa. kt atas tu gmbar rmh sewa yg saya dan kwn2 saya duduk okayy. so far, rmh tu selesa sgt2 cume jauh dr campus. baru 1 hari kt kuala pilah da skt kepala. homesick :( haha 

class da start tp byk lecturer x masuk lg. so this week agak xde keje la kn. lps tu msti bz. nk kene focus especially subject yg kene repeat. doakn saya berjaya kali ini.

tc,bye

xoxo

bye KUALA LUMPUR :'(

no wayyyyy, cuti da abes and kene balik kuala pilah. sumpah malas nk kemas brg. klu bole nk bwk semua yg ade dlm bilik ni blk sana haha. skrg da ptg and langsung x pegi beli brg pn. haha whatever. rasanyer x pyh kot, esk pn bole beli kalau diperlukan. 

actually aku risau giler sbb walaupun rayuan kolej diterima tp still x tau duduk mane. so esk masa daftar bru tau. then rmh sewa cancel. xpe la bole jimat duit kn. btw sem 2 ni class kt beting. new environment la. kene campur dgn bdk2 sains lg. oh mannn, harap2 diorang ok. anything will be update later. see yaaaaa

*gonna miss everyone*

result oh result

ohh sayanggkuuuu, result da kluar. and perasaan aku skrg adalah seperti ini *^&%^%$$##@. haha tu la padan muke byk sgt main kn syatiera. nk tulis ape pn x tau. sedih ade tension ade tp ape pun aku bersyukur la. mmg aku dah tau yg aku x bole score paper account. one of my friend dpt deanlist. so congrates iera. nk menyesal pn x gune. yg penting aku kene pikir ape yg akn berlaku. lps ni nk pikir psl rmh sewa pulak klu x dpt kolej. hurmmm susahnyer hidup kn........

take care,bye

xoxo

the best thing in life is FREE

i am not me

I am not me

I hide my true feelings

I act like someone I'm not

I pretend that the insults people say don't kill me inside

I say "I hate you" when I love you

I smile when I want to cry

I laugh to hide the pain

I say I'm happy when I'm depressed

As you can see...

I am not me

i was very depressed. i had a fight with my dad and i'm sorry. i didn't mean anything. i wish everyone could understand me but no one. can u believe that, NO ONE. what the fuck?! but u know what, i don't care at all. this is my blog, it is all about me but i wouldn't story anything bout my personal. let me know if i do okay. oh my god i don't know what to do at home. its like i'm going crazy. 

thnx,bye

xoxo

There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight...

"Friends will keep you sane, Love could fill your heart, A lover can warm your bed, But lonely is the soul without a mate"

life is painful. more so about the truth. as human beings, we must accept the fact that even hard. although it is very painful thing. possible today to teach me about the meaning of adulthood. friendship is something important to me and love is a requirement for me. it would be wonderful if everyone could love me. but, the fact one day we will be lonely.

i felt today is my bad day. i had no appetite to eat because i feel like something will happen. and it happen. why happy to be turned into anger and sadness? i am a person who doesn't want to speak when i'm angry. how do I tell the man that I really love him. If you also love me, why this happened today? I know about my mistake. but you are not aware of any errors you. you know how to take care of me, but do not know how to take care of my heart. you are not aware of all the words you really offended me. I love you not for the first time I saw you. but I am thankful to God for this day you are mine. for me, you were perfect for me. but it is too difficult for me to perfect in your eyes. no one can escape from making mistakes. I admit that I do a lot of mistakes. no one is perfect.

I lost today. I cried in front of him. He praises his friend in front of me. he would never have imagined that those words have offended me. not once, twice but many times. I'm embarrassed. embarrassed because I cried in front of people I love. This may be a reward for my social attitudes. I can change, but not too perfect for him.

What a sad, he did not convince me when I cry. Why? I cry because I love you and do not want to lose you. Please understand and appreciate my self...

thank you

feel good here, miss there

omaaagaaaddddd i am totally bored ! da la cuaca skrg panas lps tu x tau nk buat ape. hari-hari bgun tido, mkn, tgk tv, online, tido. giler la aku mcm ni. mmg best dpt blk k.l tp aku rindu giler kt melang. even kdg2 benci giler duk sana tp best. nk share sikit la gmbr mase class. ni la aku bila da bosan...

oh yg plg aku rindu msti la kwn2 kt melang. especially my roomate. 

iera - aku rindu nk dgr kau memekak dlm bilik. walaupun kdg2 mmg menyakitkn ati. rindu nk tgk kau buat account walaupun dlm ati aku rasa mcm nk nangis sbb aku x tau buat account mcm kau. rindu nk kacau bf kau haha. ape lg eh?! haa rindu nk tgk kau tido x ingt dunia, dgn kaki kau tu. xde lg dgr org mengingau speaking english kn. heeee 

fatin - bnda yg plg rindu adlh jln2 naik myvi kau haha. thnx fatin bg aku tumpang kete kau pegi mkn, pegi bank and ulang alik KL - Kuala Pilah. aku rindu nk tgk kau kacau iera. rindu nk tgk kau jd otai slumber x pegi class haha kau mmg giler. rindu nk tgk kau mkn byk2 and perut kau tu ahaks.

tasha - yg plg aku rindu msti la nk tgk cara tido kau yg style jatuh bangunan tu haha. aku rindu nk tido 1 katil dgn kau walaupun panas kn. ye la aku kn penakut. rindu nk dgr kau tnye byk2 soalan yg sgt melucukn. ape2 pn sorry la sbb kau selalu kene bukak lampu bljr kau mlm2 sbb aku x bole tido klu ade cahaya. kau mmg baik sgttt.

esya - dulu mase mule2 masuk rmai ckp kiter mcm kembar kn. tp mmg x la sbb kau lg cun dr aku kn. kau msti pening kn dgn perangai kitorang dlm bilik. amek diploma tp perangai semua x senonoh. rindu nk dgr kau super saver mlm2 dgn bf kau. ape yg kau borak pn aku x tau. rindu nk tgk kau yg asik tido dlm bilik even dlm ati jelez sgt sbb kau bdk pra dip bole la rilex kn. seronok dpt knl dgn kau. hope kiter x lost contact sbb kau duduk area senawang je kn. ape2 pn gud luck kat kau...

so tu la roomate aku. actually ade lg sorang, name dia atikah tp kitorang suke pggl dia cikgu. sorry sgt sbb aku xde gmbr dia sbb dia je jarang dgn kitorang semua. dia selalu duduk kt rmh or lepak kt bilik sblh. ade ramai lg kwn tp klu aku senaraikn x muat rasanyer. kebanyakan masa aku abeskn dgn diorang la. aktiviti yg plg kitorang suke adlh mkn and kacau org haha. rindu giler nk bljr mcm org giler dlm bilik sbb last minute. biler da bosan msti kiter tgk bnda yg klakar kt youtube lps tu psg kuat2 dgn speaker fatin tu kn. bilik kiter la x penah nk senyap. pasang lagu 24 jam. maklum la x pyhbyr elektrik kn. rindu nk mkn nasi bujang pukul 3 pagi. rindu nk citer mcm2 dlm bilik.other than that, aku rindu nk tgk bdk2 laki main futsal ptg2. tu la yg aku buat klu aku bosan. sem 1 ni mmg best sgt bg aku. hope to see u guys soon :)

esya,fatin,iera,syatiera

me,mukhlis, faiz

piji,fatin,iera

kdai mkn favourite kami :)

back to KL

owner of the car haha giler !

crazy friends

love u guys

futsal time

study la konon kan haha

our team

esya going to KL whoa!!!

webcam

webcam

thnx :)

weekend with boyfriend

Hey dude! Sejak sem break, baru weekend ni i dapat keluar. Sebab boyfriend saya Muhammad Arif balik K.L on weekend je. Ari sabtu, call him at 5.45 a.m to wake him up. Tapi rupa-rupanya dia da bangun sebab sepatutnya kejut dia pukul 5.30 a.m. my bf ade pertandingan tarik tali pagi tu. So lps kejut dia, I tido x ingat dunia. Dlm pukul 2 baru bgun. Teruk kn aku ni haha ade aku kesah?! Lps tu mandi and nk mkn. Mule2 I nmpk my mom ade tgglkn nsi goreng, ohhh my fav. Then lps mndi tgk2 da xde. Sedih kottt. Terpaksa la goreng aym sendiri sbb aku ni pemalas kn. Then almost 5 my bf still x msg lg. lmbt giler dia abes sukan tu. Xpe I sabar je haha. Tggu punyer tggu pukul 10 baru dia dtg amek kt rmh. So kitorang just lepak mkn. Tu la hobi kitorang, makan makan dan makan. Haha tp bgus la biar aku gemuk sikit. Sejak duduk uitm bdn pn mkn susut. Mlm tu kitorng pg mkn kt SS2 Murni. Actually I pn x tau nk explain kdai tu kt mane heee. Menu mlm tu adlh nasi goreng chicken chop and air pink panther. Haaaa dgr name pn unik kn haha. Mknn dia mmg lain sbb tu I suke. Sbnrnyer nk mkn nasi goreng soft crab tp da abes pulak. Maybe dtg lmbt kot. Mmg kenyang giler mkn kt situ smpai nk jln pn x larat. Then balik trus tido sbb kekenyangan kn. 

By the way, thank you so much syg bwk baby pg SS2 even syg nmpk sgt penat. ILY 

Ari ahad, plan nk tgk wyg. Sbb ari sabtu tu x jd. Tgh ari tu my sedara mara semua dtg. Then my bf pn ade kenduri kt puchong. Pening kepala biler sedara mara penuh 1 rmh. Dulu suka la tp skrg ni mcm ermmm phm2 je la eh haha. Lps semua da blk Muhammad Arif amek I pukul 8.30 then trus gerak pg Mid Valley. Tp kesian kt dia sbb tiket da abes utk citer Fast and Furious 5. I da agak da, GSC Mid slalu mcm tu. I lg suke tgk movie kt GSC Pavillion. So kitorang pg mkn kt Domino’s. menu yg kitorang pilih bbq chicken pizza,mushroom soup,onion ring,spaghetti carbonara,iced lemon tea and apple ape entah. Mmg kenyang to the max punyer la. Finally dpt pn mkn spaghetti, da lame teringin so selera mmg bsr la. Lps mkn, my bf ajak main bowling. Agak pelik sbb kitorang x penah main bowling same2 sebelum ni. Muhammad Arif mmg jht biler dia tarik I suruh lari naik escalator dr ground floor smpai 3^rd floor. OMG weyh! Tercungap-cungap aku di situ haha. Tp klaka la sbb dia tau I mls giler nk lari. Then main bowling 1 game. The best thing is I menang haha yeay! Bak kate Muhammad Arif “kalau baby kalah nnt baby nangis” haha bullshit la boyfriend. Just kidding. Dia kalah 1 mata je pn. Tgk jam da pukul 11.30 mcm tu, we decided to go home. Dia pn nk blk shah alam. Love you sayang  J

p/s: I had a nice weekend with u sayang,

thank you so much <3

hye my name is syatiera :)

Hey hey hey hey ! sya rasa sya x story lg bout myself kn. Tgk gmbr kat atas tu haha tu mase sya form 5. Gmbr masa skola rndh xde la pulak, sorry! Sya ex –student  SMK Bukit Bandaraya. Nk kata pndai xdde la pndai sgt BUT sya pn xde la stupid kn haha. PMR and SPM pn biasa2 je yg plg pntg xde failed okay. Majority akn kate yg I ni sombong. Tp sbnrnyer I friendly klu sape yg rapat dgn I tu tau la. Kt sekolah dulu x penah nk duduk diam. Pantang xde cikgu or bosan msti nk kluar and lepak kat kls kwn. Rindu giler mase sekolah dulu tp kene la teima hakikat semua tu da berakhir kn.

tadaaa it's 2011 bebeh haha. skrg da mule hidup baru kt tmpt org. xde la jauh sgt, i dpt msuk UITM Kuala Pilah,Negeri Sembilan. mule2 mmg x biasa sbb 1st time duduk jauh dgn family. and kalau nk tau i mmg cerewet psl mknn. i x mkn sayur and da biasa mkn ape yg umi i msk. so x reti sgt la nk mkn kt luar ni. so,i akn citer psl my life kt campus for sem 1 later okayy. bye darling...

i'm still learning babe

hello ! i just wanna say that i'm still learning how to have a nice blog. so far i learnt from tutorial some blogger. and i think i did it well. don't u think so?! haha blogging very cool.

so i hope sape2 yg bole bg tunjuk ajar kat i that was awesome i think. sya hrp yg bace ni pn suke dgn ape yg di post. that's all take care, bye :)

omg! i'm back :)

hey guys ! actually before this i da ade blog tp i x active sgt. and now tibe2 rasa nk buat blog balik. new blog, new story,new friends and new life. first of all name penuh nurul norsyatiera bt khairul nizam. korang bole panggil sya. currently study kat UITM Negeri Sembilan and amek course in business management. i rasa tu je buat masa ni, anything about my life i akn post new entry ok guys. tc bye :)